So, I’ve been living without internet at my residence for about a two weeks now. That is not to say that I have not used the internet for that time. That is very apparent from my daily blog posts. Yet, I don’t think I’ve really had the opportunity to feel the repercussions of life without internet at home. I have not really found enough time to sit around and wish I had internet. On that same note, I have not really had the free time to do the things I planned to do once I was free from my personal distractions of the internet.
I have given my decision some more thought over the last few days. In the end, my decision to go without internet can be summed up with the concept of what I call Mental Consumption vs Production. I don’t know if that’s an actual thing, seeing as I made it up in my head, but allow me to explain. (I feel like I’m just restating someone else’s thoughts. My apologies, if that is the case.)
One of the main reasons why I wanted to go without internet was to make more time for reading. I quickly found out that I can easily find other things to distract me from reading. That thing in this case was anime. I realized then, that anime shows are simply animated stories, essentially an animated novel. This is really no different than reading. In the end, all these things could be grouped into the category of mental consumption.
Mental consumption can be used to describe anything that your mind is taking in: Music, Television, Audiobooks, Books. I’m not saying that mental consumption is a bad thing. I think, like food for the body, the mind needs to consume healthy thoughts and information. To continue with that metaphor, the mind cannot just eat and eat to stay in shape. It must also exercise. Thus, we arrive at the notion of mental production.
After further consideration, I have reorganized my thoughts and my plan. This is where I hope the main bulk of my time will be placed in lieu of no home internet. I want to create more things: Poetry, music (lyrics, vocals, instrumentals), visual art, videos, random crafts (is that mental production?). As I stated before, I have not yet found the time to deeply immerse myself in any of these things. So, my brain has an imbalance of all mental consumption and no creative mental production. Sad.
My plan to have no internet still stands. It is not a permanent thing, but will remain in effect until I am able to redistribute my time to allow for more mental productivity. I will still continue to feed my thoughts, hopefully on the daily, and I think my preferred method of consumption is reading. Must… limit… anime.